I just finished playing two songs on guitar

I just finished playing two songs on guitar and recording myself on my little computer mic and something amazing happened. I listened to the songs in their entirety, and I came away thinking...you know... that wasn't so bad. I've never feltthat way before.... usually it takes all of my will power to sit and listen to myself squak and squelch through a song, destroying it in the process... but this time...I mean, I still destroyed them, but I could actually stand to hear the sound of my voice... and I hit a vast majority of the notes that I was normaly expectingto cringe at. What does it all mean??? Am I actually improving? I hope so. It feels good.

In other news, I've decided that I like my empathy. It gets me into trouble more often than not, but I like the fact that I feel. I don't know if I'm going to change that about me just yet. if ever. maybe it's not as bad as I make it out to be.

I've also decided that maybe I'll live some more first, before I go.



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